Kid just loves him some cows (komos) wrote,
Kid just loves him some cows

Love song

Every once in a while, I will look at someone and surprise myself with the intensity of what I’m feeling in that brief moment. There is a hunger in that look, an instantaneous realization of a desire to desire. In the past, I’ve made excuses, claiming an appreciation for beauty, a fascination with the being I find with me. These are true, but place limits on the experience. A definition too confining.

Sexual attraction can’t hold the sum of these feelings either. Physical yearning plays its part in leaving me more open, laying aside the restrictions and inhibitions I usually bind myself to. It’s through desire that I reach outside of myself and can acknowledge the other. It’s through desire that I find that part of me that wants to touch another soul, to hear the music of your laughter, to feel just how real your presence is. I am selfish. I devour you again and again and never once say a word.

Forgive me.

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