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Said in a very small voice
Please help.
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komos From: komos Date: November 9th, 2004 11:52 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks, you.
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d2leddy From: d2leddy Date: November 8th, 2004 12:52 pm (UTC) (Link)
From: ex_sjc Date: November 8th, 2004 12:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
What's up?
komos From: komos Date: November 8th, 2004 02:36 pm (UTC) (Link)
It might be akin to what you're going through, only with a slightly less virtual cast.

Though now that I'm thinking about it, even that's just a matter of perception.
canonfire From: canonfire Date: November 8th, 2004 12:21 pm (UTC) (Link)
::hug!:: ::beer!:: ::cheese!::
komos From: komos Date: November 10th, 2004 08:24 am (UTC) (Link)
I wish it were that simple. Or at least, I wish it were that simple all the time. Sometimes, my experiences are sublime. Lately, I've been feeling like I'm taking a stroll in the La Brea tar pits.

Better today, but I'm still in the rough.
transcribe From: transcribe Date: November 8th, 2004 12:28 pm (UTC) (Link)
what do you need? name it.
komos From: komos Date: November 8th, 2004 02:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
A clear sense of things.

Less generally? I'm not sure. I seem to be cycling again, and I'm not entirely sure how to go about getting it under control. In balance are an overwhelming sense that I'm too damaged to continue and an overwhelming sense of grief for the time I've wasted in stasis. It's all just crazy.

I want to step outside, see something beautiful, live to tell about it. Little things. At least I think.
wildflowersoul From: wildflowersoul Date: November 8th, 2004 12:35 pm (UTC) (Link)
Echo the "what do you need?"

I'm here for ya.
komos From: komos Date: November 8th, 2004 02:21 pm (UTC) (Link)
Seeing you guys would be a good thing. (I'm really not avoiding you, all appearances to the contrary...)
From: ex_cayetana730 Date: November 8th, 2004 12:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
Willie Wonka and a "Chocolate Bar"?
komos From: komos Date: November 8th, 2004 02:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
Wonka was a very strange man. Don't know that I'd trust him with my Charlie...

I'd rather just have a vanilla malted.
bootsvalentine From: bootsvalentine Date: November 8th, 2004 01:39 pm (UTC) (Link)

okay, but just a lil'

hieeee From: hieeee Date: November 8th, 2004 01:55 pm (UTC) (Link)


although i am far away, i have the greatest ears . . . or so i've been told *wink*.

you've been here for me on so many occasions, i want to help you. talk to me, peter.

komos From: komos Date: November 8th, 2004 02:34 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: help

Thanks. I appreciate it, but I'm not sure that talking is really what I need. What I do need is to feel like I've got a stake in my life, or at least that I'm not just redrawing the same patterns again and again. Constantly going in circles is starting to wear.
tigermilkdrunk From: tigermilkdrunk Date: November 8th, 2004 02:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
As someone perhaps not in entirely different straits, I don't know what help I can offer, but remember that those moments of epiphany over small things (a good meal, the right angle of the sun) are actually what is worthwhile, and all the rest (the job, the relationships, etc.) are just crap.
haloedone From: haloedone Date: November 8th, 2004 02:56 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'm not sure what help I can offer that others couldn't do, but I can try to help...

Please let me know what I can do.
From: fatangryroses Date: November 8th, 2004 03:49 pm (UTC) (Link)
I am here. I am listening. You want change? You want a new direction? Or fulfillment?
komos From: komos Date: November 9th, 2004 12:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yes. To all three.

I want a path. I want peace. I want a kick in the pants to keep me from feeling small and helpless and weak. I'm getting all doomsayer-ish and maudlin, I know, but the "existing not living" thing is really starting to wear.
From: dsgood Date: November 8th, 2004 04:26 pm (UTC) (Link)

What do you need?

Good thoughts headed your way.
clayrobeson From: clayrobeson Date: November 8th, 2004 05:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
You know how to find me if needed.

Don't be afraid. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to some butthead selling off the lesbian icecream parlour.

whatifoundthere From: whatifoundthere Date: November 8th, 2004 07:52 pm (UTC) (Link)
If it's the sort of help that a near-total stranger can offer (and sometimes we strangers have access to the very best help of all), please let me know. (myusername)at(livejournal)dot(com) if you wish to avoid the throngs.
komos From: komos Date: November 9th, 2004 12:11 pm (UTC) (Link)
I really need not to spam the whole of my friends list with existential angst. ;)

Thank you, though.

I'll ask just one question for now. How do you (you specifically) know when what you are doing is true or real or at least what you should be doing?
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