(you realize that i live in the town which is the headquarters of Rogue, yes?)
here's the wine you want: 2003 Chateau de Beaucastel, Chateauneauf-du Pape, (375ml) you want the 1/2 bottle for a couple of reasons: in the half bottle the aging process is much further along so you get a more mature wine than out of a larger format bottle, and it's far, far cheaper than the full bottle. =)
i think you merit this wine at this time; you deserve to buy it for yourself. i'm about to post a review of it, so you can read some adjectives that describe it. it is well worth the $33.95 sticker on it.