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komos
komos
Another child of a "seen but not heard" home
I hate that most of the time I’m afraid to say or write things because I’m convinced that I’ll inadvertently say something wrong or hurtful or dumb. I hate that when I actually do find my voice and put something down, I’m plagued with constant second-guessing. I tear myself apart with this regularly. Between my hyper-developed sense of propriety, my fear of being judged, and my desire that the people around me (at least) be happy, it’s a wonder that I ever speak, much less write.

And I’m terribly sorry if I’ve been wrong or hurtful or dumb.

Current Mood: blah blah
Current Music: Just your standard test pattern

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shelbyg From: shelbyg Date: December 19th, 2002 03:04 pm (UTC) (Link)

I was offended by your silence!!
How dare you not-write?!?!

: )

Shelby
komos From: komos Date: December 20th, 2002 05:37 am (UTC) (Link)

Bah!

What I need to do is write less angst.
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