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komos
I only smile in the dark
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clayrobeson From: clayrobeson Date: January 28th, 2003 02:57 pm (UTC) (Link)
I know it's kinda pointless to say "If there's anything I can do" because you already know that I (and many others) are here if you need us. I also know how difficult it is to dump this crap on others. But seriously, we can take it.

All my smile karma is coming your way.

Just put your finger right here.

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It's all stored up.

Come on.

Do it.

:)
riverbank From: riverbank Date: January 28th, 2003 03:14 pm (UTC) (Link)
talking about these things does take some load off even if you feel your going in circles. say whatever like.
komos From: komos Date: January 30th, 2003 08:00 am (UTC) (Link)
Oh, there will be more, I’m sure. I do find sometimes that I end up censoring myself when I’m posting here, though. I know that there are occasions when this is entirely unfair to me. (Since I’ve claimed this as my space I should actually make it my space.) Still, I have lurking in the back of my mind that there is an audience here, and that tempers my choices. Anger is one of the first things that gets toned down or slotted to private post. I don’t want to appear monstrous or hateful, and sometimes raging publicly looks more like passive-aggressive sniping than an actual expression of self.

I should commit to writing more and to being more honest when I do. I’ll be thinking about this.
komos From: komos Date: January 30th, 2003 07:05 am (UTC) (Link)
I do, and I appreciate it. Truth be known, though, I don’t like being the ‘Charlie Brown’ of the group. It would be nice if I could be with friends and not have the latest calamity to report or the latest crisis dragging me down. I’ve noticed recently that whenever anyone asks me how I am, I don’t have anything good that comes to mind, and that bothers me. I don’t believe that I have to go it alone. It’s just that I really do feel like I’ve reached zero hour and I need to do or be something different.

On a completely different tack, I had fun at the show last night once I got past the fist-shaking over the parking space annoyance. I needed a good laugh, and I think I actually liked you guys better than the sketch troupe.

Oh, and how’s 7-ish sound for racking tonight?
clayrobeson From: clayrobeson Date: January 30th, 2003 07:21 am (UTC) (Link)

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Bah, you are SO not Charlie Brown! :D I consider you more of the Worf of the group! Strong and silent with the priceless witicism here and there. :)

Seven sounds good!
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