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I only smile in the dark - A little less than a happy high — LiveJournal
komos
komos
I only smile in the dark
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riverbank From: riverbank Date: January 28th, 2003 03:14 pm (UTC) (Link)
talking about these things does take some load off even if you feel your going in circles. say whatever like.
komos From: komos Date: January 30th, 2003 08:00 am (UTC) (Link)
Oh, there will be more, I’m sure. I do find sometimes that I end up censoring myself when I’m posting here, though. I know that there are occasions when this is entirely unfair to me. (Since I’ve claimed this as my space I should actually make it my space.) Still, I have lurking in the back of my mind that there is an audience here, and that tempers my choices. Anger is one of the first things that gets toned down or slotted to private post. I don’t want to appear monstrous or hateful, and sometimes raging publicly looks more like passive-aggressive sniping than an actual expression of self.

I should commit to writing more and to being more honest when I do. I’ll be thinking about this.
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